Tsunami // Sakura Haruno (
medpacksapunch) wrote2012-05-18 10:22 am
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It is the slowest of slow Fridays and I want to babble. I don't have any really appropriate landmarks, so I'm going to pretend that 14k and 666 are totally round and legit landmarks.
Also I know I have been teeeerrible at answering question meme things in other people's over the last month BUT THIS ONE IN ON MY JOURNAL I CAN'T FORGET IT'S HERE ;o;
Also I know I have been teeeerrible at answering question meme things in other people's over the last month BUT THIS ONE IN ON MY JOURNAL I CAN'T FORGET IT'S HERE ;o;
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Lightning is... well okay she has a base :T for all of Emerald to begin with, largely because A)she is resisting this whole team-and-heroes thing as hard as she mentally can. What is this, what, no. DNW. B)Emerald was like...way too zen and welcoming. She got a lot of "Hi, those colors mean you are now part of our ~family~ and ~we love you~ and will ~care for you~ and expect the same in return because we might have mentioned you are Emerald now". ...okay it wasn't quite like that but that was her overall impression. Which is both like...kind of creepy and also, in Lightning's mind, extremely ill thought out. They don't know anything about her! What if she's violent or dangerous! You can't just accept somebody into your life and your safe space like that, jeez. Jeez.
But that aside, she likes him okay. He is generally one of the more reasonable ones, and he's quiet, and he provides information when she thinks to ask for it and often even when she doesn't. Also, he has a younger sibling and so she like... idk. Older sibling solidarity you will understand '-' If she were going to let herself have any visible feels (which she has, a little) she would probably be most willing to have them around Stealth at the moment.
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Sakura remains pretty solid on Itachi. I mean obviously he is where she goes when she needs to have Sasuke feels, because he will understand and he's pretty comforting about it. I mean, he kind of understands Sasuke best, so. He also keeps her from wallowing in miserable hyperbolic woe. Sometimes she thinks he does maybe not fully understand the extent of her sads, because hey lets be honest whenever Sasuke chooses to just like up and abandon someone it is not ever Itachi that he chooses 8| but, well. She knows their relationship is complicated so w/e w/e she is pretty sure he understands why It's Complicated better than most other people. Sakura doesn't even know why it's so complicated honestly so. SHE WILL LEARN. EVENTUALLY.
Sasuke feels aside though she still just likes hanging out with him. He is relaxing and smart. :B She still wants to train more with him because that was awesome~~~
Reverse '^'
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I think I've said it before but Itachi isn't inclined to view Lightning as a replacement. He feels like that concept is insulting to both the new person to arrive and to the person who has left (or been booked/taken). Knife is still a member of Emerald, she's just somewhere else right now. She is not replaceable. Lightning is a new member of the team, that's all, and that's cool. She won't take Knife's place but she will make her own place there when she's ready to. Until then he is willing to just get to know her as an individual, and he likes what he's seen of her so far. She seems intelligent and competent even if she is kind of cranky, but he doesn't mind crankiness and it's not like he can blame her. The first few days of being in Aather are stressful and kind of overwhelming, and hers were made worse by dying horribly.
It has been awhile since Itachi has taken such a fast liking to someone. Part of it could be that she's a new Emerald so he's just more inclined to let himself pay more attention, but he also just kind of enjoys talking to her and finds hear easy to relate to. Possibly because her attitude really is Sasuke-ish at times and also older sibling solidarity. Fortunately it is not a big deal to him if she likes him back as much, his memories have made pretty comfortable with the concept of liking/respecting/caring about people who don't like him, so he's not inclined to push her.
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As for Sakura! The whole thing with Sasuke giving up his memories made Itachi realize he didn't just check on Sakura because she and Sasuke have a history and Sasuke cares about her even if he tries to pretend like he doesn't sometimes. Itachi has actually developed a fondness for her outside of Sasuke. He likes her and respects that she's a healer and can apparently punch holes in things and that's why he will sometimes make a point of checking on her and asking after her team like he did in their most recent thread, and even pushing a little for an answer.
He does understand that Sasuke makes her sad and doesn't mind when she stresses about Sasuke in his direction, and has even gotten used to Sakura hugging and/or crying on him when she's feeling that way. She's right in that he may not fully understand her feels because he's never the one Sasuke is willing to leave behind, but he does have sympathy for her, and appreciates that in spite of that she doesn't give up on Sasuke.
Sasuke did show him the team 7 reunion memory and knows that she at one point intended to kill him, but he's really much more concerned about Sasuke's reaction to the memory than what Sakura did in it. So it doesn't really change his opinion of her in Aather. In a way, if he thinks about it, he can even understand the pain she must have felt in being driven to that point, so he figures that's going to be a shit memory for her to get back whenever she gets it back. And he hopes that things can just work out differently in Aather for everybody's sake.
How does Sakura feel about the Jabberwock's game and its aftermath?
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In the wake of it she felt more guilty than anything-- mostly it's a confused and grateful guilt; but Turq was just so sure they would get hit hard, and then it turns out that no, instead we got cookies. So she feels guilty, not so much that she wasn't hurt when her friends were (though there's a little bit of that since she took ZERO damage and they actively rejected putting some of their own stones on Turq) but more that she (and everyone) apparently overlooked how much other people care about them... so she's like '-' oh. I. Oh. Ilu2guiz. I'm sorry I apparently...underestimated you...
She is pretty sure the Jabberwock is a dick though.
So how much is Itachi looking forward to this chat with Emerald that needs to happen re: death games?
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What skill are you most looking forward to Lightning getting back?
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but I think I am looking forward to her ravager skills, especially depending on what memories she has at the time because like... in general I like to play person-specific amnesia in the who-am-I sense and not the world-base amnesia of how-do-fish-work sense, and so Lightning will know things like gravity exists and water isn't breathable and the sky is blue and people can't use magic.
Except ha ha I guess she can, weird! /0-o\
How is Itachi feeling re: Sasuke at the moment?
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Also Sasuke's reaction to that memory actually kind of scared Itachi, in a way, or at least filled him with anxiety because he's honestly at a bit of a loss of how to navigate Sasuke's new levels of self-hatred. From what he can tell at this point, Sasuke more or less refuses to let himself be comforted and Itachi ends up feeling shut out in spite of being needed because Sasuke can't articulate how he feels. So they both end up frustrated and upset and Itachi gets angry at himself for failing at his brother and blames himself for the communication failure. FEELINGS ARE HARD.
What frustrates Lightning the most about Aather so far?
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Uhh... probably most frustrating to her is the idea that she's just supposed to accept all of this. Like oh okay yeah any of this makes any sense and I will just go along willingly?????? She doesn't understand why people are so chill with this. On a small personal level she is still frustrated about not remembering Serah, but that will change as soon as she takes her memories since that one memory is basically just serah serah serah serah speaking of cute sibling memories serah.
Itachi will you be impressed by my giant thunder pony when I get it. Do you want to ride the thunder pony.
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What would Sakura and Lightning think of each other if they met?
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...Probably Sakura would remind Lightning too much of Snow, and so therefore wouldn't like her. It IS one of the reasons why I didn't app Snow, as my initial plan; they are entirely too similar. Eventually Lightning might be able to appreciate that, but not for a while.
Sakura would likely not like Lightning much; she'd be cranky and judgy and she seems to dislike most of the people Sakura really cares about, gosh.
not really a question but once Lightning takes her memories maybe she and Itachi can cook together. Cooking will likely be Lightning's calm-down activity, since it will be so strongly rooted in Serah memories. I mean... she'll have to come around a little more on teaminess, but. Let's cook things, what should we cook.
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What would Lightning want to cook?
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What does Itachi think of Lightning being armed by Sasuke?
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Are there any skills Sakura ICly really wants back right now?
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So what IS the plan for ninja consumption? I mean I imagine Sasuke will try and do something, but.
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What does Sakura think of Emerald's apparent tendency to self-sacrifice at this point?
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In the practical sense though it's not like she likes thinking about people she cares about dying terribly. Also the Sasuke thing makes it kind of terrifyingly complicated >-> ahh Sasuke's sanity ahh
What do you think Itachi will make of the current canon developments, once he regains them?